When I retired, I had plans for all that free time.
Of course I did. I’m a planner. 😂
I was going to read more.
Crochet.
Craft.
Work on creative projects.
Spend time doing all those things that tend to get pushed aside when work and responsibilities fill most of the available space.
And I still want to do those things.
But retirement handed me something I didn’t quite expect.
Work.
Not the kind I retired from.
Work I wanted to do.
That distinction has turned out to matter quite a bit.
For a while, my office and my craft room shared the same space. It made sense. I had a desk. I had my computer. I had all my creative things around me.
I wasn’t going to be “working” that much anyway.
You can probably see where this is going. 😉
The projects grew.
Beautifully Organized grew.
My writing became more important to me.
Then came AI classes and consulting courses, ideas for things I wanted to create, research I wanted to do and an entirely new business beginning to take shape.
Eventually I had to admit something.
My work had outgrown the corner I had given it.
The craft room wasn’t particularly big to begin with, and I had managed to cram an impressive amount of stuff into it. That worked surprisingly well for crafting. Everything was handy.
It worked considerably less well when I was trying to work.
Glue and paper competed with my keyboard for desk space. If I was on Zoom, the background behind me looked less like an office and more like evidence that a craft store had exploded. 😂
Meanwhile, downstairs we had a pool table that wasn’t getting much use.
Eventually practicality won.
The pool table went, and I claimed part of our downstairs living area for an office. A bookcase and the back of the couch create one side of the space, and a folding screen separates another. I have room to work without moving craft supplies first, and when I’m on Zoom, nobody has to wonder whether I’m about to conduct a meeting or make a scrapbook page.
More importantly, I noticed almost immediately that I was more focused there.
It felt like a place to work.
My craft room could go back to being a craft room, and this new space could become something I hadn’t expected to need when I retired:
An office.
That sounds like a fairly ordinary household rearrangement.
Move some furniture. Find a new place for everything.
Except it represented something I hadn’t planned at all.
I retired and discovered that I still like to work.
Well.
There goes the retirement brochure. 🤣
What I don’t miss is having most of my time already spoken for before I decide what I’d like to do with it.
That’s different.
These days, freedom doesn’t look quite the way I thought it would.
I used to imagine freedom mostly as having more time to do things I enjoyed.
Now I think it’s also having more choice about what deserves my time.
Sometimes that is reading a book.
Sometimes it’s sitting outside with a cup of coffee.
Sometimes it’s spending time with family or going to lunch with a friend.
Sometimes it’s disappearing down an AI rabbit hole because I’ve just discovered something fascinating and apparently have no ability whatsoever to leave well enough alone. 😂
And sometimes it’s work.
A project I can’t stop thinking about.
Something I’m writing.
A problem I want to solve.
A new skill I want to understand.
Something I want to build just to see if I can.
I don’t think the goal of retirement—or maybe any stage of life—is to create the schedule we thought we were supposed to want and then stubbornly stick to it.
Because what if we change?
What if we finally have enough breathing room to notice something about ourselves that was harder to see when our days were already full?
That’s what I find interesting.
I didn’t retire with a plan to build another working life.
I certainly didn’t have start an AI consulting business written on my retirement vision board.
Yet here I am.
And my craft room becoming a craft room again may be one of the clearest pieces of evidence that something shifted.
I needed somewhere else for the work.
Not because anyone required me to do it.
Because I cared enough about it to make room for it.
There’s something wonderfully different about that.
We spend a lot of time making plans for the life we think we’re going to want.
Sometimes those plans are right.
Sometimes we get there and discover something else waiting for us.
Maybe the trick isn’t holding too tightly to the picture we made before we arrived.
Maybe it’s paying attention to the life we’re actually living.
Mine apparently needed an office. 😉
— Deb

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